i'm back from my 2D1N ncc leisure camp-o!
its a blast like i said.
we played games,games,games&more fun games!
my grp was the pathetic bravos,haha,which was like the lousiest.
kept on losing.
haha,but i dun mind,cause i really really had fun there.
thanks guys!for making this camp fun!
seniors!clts!instructors!my fellow cadets!(:
nyaha,i lazy to put every detail here.
i got a teeny weeny tan!&muscle aches.
which is a good thing i guess.
boy,i miss camp&them.

&so after this camp was gerri hse which i sorta regretted going.
i fucking feel so left out,i was figgin shacked,&sometimes i just don get parables joke.
will be wondering like man,whats so funny,while the rest just laugh their asses off.
like wtf man.
thank goodness father drove us back,or not maybe i would have suffered on the journey back with boredomness.
pms-ing real badly i tell you,
till the extend of tears falling naturally when i think of it.
sighsigh.
i'm so fucking sensitive.
sometimes i wished i was much braver.
damn it.

stress stress stress.
get me thinking on how to make our ncc unit a better&united unit.
to rmb all my commands for drills,be more confident,do my job&
also got me thinking on how i can fit in parables.making it a better more efficient&commited group&at the same time
school which i have to prepare in a few days time.sigh.

i really have to thank janice&joel for my all.
they're always there for me.
&i'm really thankful i've got them.
(:

CAMP SICK!
& LEFT OUT-ER OF THE DAY. greatgreatgreat.
life's just great ya
heard some horrid news.
well for me only.
fill you in ltr later.

so today i went jogging with janice at 9.45am
ran 2 rounds,then rain.then we talked&bonded while waiting for the rain to stop.
ran another 4 after.
stop cause of severe tummyache.
went for tea in the afternoon at amelia's place.
was so moody&traumatise cause there was tinsel .
the dog.he made me cry.i dun know,i just have phobias of them.
went to watch the rehearsal of 5 golden rings..
i saw sandra!!!
:D
gablahgablah.

tmr's ncc camp!
part of me cant wait.
the other half of me dun wanna go cause of mum.
my mum may be coming cause there's no female officers&
if theres no femlae officers,it will not be an overnight camp anymore.
wtfuck.
bye.

please figgin leave a tag.
ty. tralaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
skit was alright i guess.
gerri said we're 70% there.
so,great job you guys!














so much for looking forward to kayaking today.
the sun din shine on me!
instead there were drizzles which i dreaded.
argh.
it was so enjoyable still.
nyaha!
got my sailing card,renewed my membership card.
i so want that shirt lahhhhhhhhhh.
haha.
the next time i kayak,the sun better shine on me.
really really disappointed man.












































&then sir tom was being so sarcastic,argh.
he was like commenting on what i bought or have.
annoys me so.
whee.cant wait for camp!
2 more days!

there's amelia's tea tmr,
but then sandra's not going.
):

i'm glad i have friends like you guys.
relive the friendship.
;parables,liu twins,gab,marius,stoner,gerri&kevin.
never under estimate my jesus!
(:













{janice&me.charmaine has a huge outfit crisis!}















{joel alejandro!}

















{PARABLES!}
















{parables,porky&lil'josh}
















{ken}





















{gabriella}






















{ben}
















{hotfartssssssssss!}

yea,now you know how short my fugly frindge is!
so CHEENA!!but still,i got through it all.
thank you guys for the presents!!
:D
& so,parables came my hse right.
haha.
we din play any funfun games.
we went to the chill pool though.
but still,it was meaningful enough for me.
so thankyou guys!

school's starting in like a week.
i am so not looking forward to it.
& ncc activities yadayada.
i have got to finish that piece of stinkin poa homework!
TA! my only wish

Last night I took a walk in the snow
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa can you hear me
I signed my letter that's sealed with a kiss
I sent it off, and just said this
I know exactly what I want this year
Santa can you hear me

I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me
And someone to hold
Maybe, maybe (maybe, maybe)
I'll be on my own and I'll be thankful
Santa can you hear me? I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

Christmas Eve, I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong, for taking a peek?
'Cause I heard that you're comin' to town
Santa can you hear me
I really hope that you're on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Oh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me
I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me
And someone to hold
Maybe, maybe (maybe, maybe)
We'll be all alone under the mistletoe

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here Santa that's my only wish this year
I hope my letter reaches you in time
Bring me a love, I can call all mine
'Cause I have been so good this year
Happy alone, under the mistletoe
He's all I want and I'll be thankful

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year (Oh Santa, can you hear me?)
He's all I want, just for me Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year Santa
that's my only wish this year.








































this is a figgin nice song from enid's blog!
anyway!
MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!
i'll be attending midnight mass!!
parables raiding my hse after that!
nyahaha!
I LOVE SANTA!!
XOXO!
HAHA! i felt like a princess today!
well,most of the time.
if that blardy hairdresser did my hair better.
then i'm sure i'm being full-time royalty today.

i went to cut my hair,which it sucks!
always one.i cant wait for my frindge to grow back!
really cant wait.

then trade in my chapelang phone to z610i.
(:
went to crystal jade for dinner with my family,had my fill.
grandma bought me the pretty white levi's watch!
dad gave 100bucks for shopping&vouchers for contact lenses&metro.
(:
PRINCESS!!!!
:D
TOTALLY !!
i'm sooo rushing for christmas presents.
have to be in church at 6am or youth canteen.
):
victors soo sweet.he gave me a chip&dale plush toy.
aiyah one of them lah.
how would i know how to differ from either chip or dale?!

back to work! christmas is coming in 3 days time!
so hyped up&excited.
firstly,cause we're celebrating jesus' birth!
secondly,prezzies!!
&lastly,parables coming to my hse after midnight mass!

and oh bummer!
school is starting once again.
aww,groans!!
that means looking at the new sec1s
which i hope wun be too much of liansbengs&minahs.
i'm ok with mats,they're hot.
HAHA!
&preparation of O's.
ARGH.

i went to school today!!!
&saw norfi,amira,annabelle,azra!!
gosh i miss them so so much!
followed by peninsula with marcus&mum.stupid idiot.
bought so many shirts for himself.

27th's kayaking&outing with ncc in pasir ris!
i'm gonna renew my membership man!
bet we'll have a hell of a time.
i hope________________.
HAHA!
then there's ncc camp which i foresee that its gonna be a blast!
notetoself:call cadets/cut my blardy hair/borrow orange accesories/finish poa hmwk.

i want this phone!
hey all!
i did 9____ today.
got 9____ more to go!
only joel understands.(:
it's all so pretty!i cant wait for christmas man!
cant wait to see thier hapy looks on their faces!

rehearsals was boring.
it didnt matter if i was there or not.
yippy.jared's coming to do cards with me tmr.
maybe a haircut tmr too!
& then more rehearsals!!
(glad to know YOU'RE always against me)

&there's last minute training this fri.
sheesh.
but heard there's a kayaking session on the 27th!!
:D
hope i'm free!

i seriously need a new hp!
for christmas present please dad!
that spongebob chapelang ancient phone sucks.

mum din let me go night cycling with them.
just cause i'm a girl!
like what unreasonable reason is that.
its not like i dun know them.
i know everyone that's going.
quite well too!

i miss sandra already!!
i hate rainy days.
its like for the whole day.
i'm so sick of it.
was very late for poa tuition.
then went to lot1 with mum to buy xmas outfit.
it's brown&orange.
i'm not really excited on wearing that.
anyway,and then i went to
one of my favourite places,IKEA!
i love the stuffs there.makes me go gaga&all.
i wish i own that place!
i could give everyone free swedish meatballs!

i bought prezzies there.for parables and a few people.
and myself of course!
haha!
that blardy cute long limegreen snake!
i guess i better start doing parables gift.
its gonna keep my week even busier,but i dun mind!
(:
i hope it turns out beautiful.
i want to go ikea again!
i want to work there too!!
it looks fun!
oh,whatever!

"if you're not gonna be nice,then be gone"
quoted from the movie,read it &weep.
once again i say!lenny&marco are hotfarts!
whoohoo!

ohya.happy birthday scott!
i'm so nice,even though you din invite me!
youth retreat is so so meaningful
there's free yummy pizza for lunch too!
:D
then after it we went to causeway point to
walkwalk&dinner
followed by reconciliation service.

aaron's coming back in 12hr time!
sure cant wait!
note to self:i figgin need a haircut before christmas.
guess what.kayaking thing's cancelled!!
):
sighsigh.
oh,on the brighter side,




























I CANT WAIT FOR NCC CAMP!
29-30dec,followed by gerri's hse for christmas gathering!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

thanks joelleongwaithong
for waiting for the taxi in the rain with me!

poa sucks! there's a busy week ahead of me!

youth retreat-mon,9am-10pm
poa tuition.-tues,1-3pm
skit rehearsal;
19dec,tues,7.30pm
20dec,wed,7.30pm
21dec,thurs,5pm
22dec,fri,3pm
23dec,sat,2-5pm
26dec,tues,1pm
youth canteen-24dec.
CHRISTMAS!-25dec
kayaking!!-22dec

xmas outfit&prezzies&cards not done yet!
note to self:contact remaining uncontactable cadets. (IMPT*)

random sentence,
sandra exchanged stickers with me today!
:D

read it and weep is nice!!
marco&lenny is hot!
who cares/
HAHAHAHA!

















































































































childrens camp was a blast.
look at all the adorablesssss!

TA! i FINALLY wrote the japan trip essay,&cried halfway because of the wonderful memories.
i miss them.
gahh.like anyone bothers.

& i am officially on a big big working out period.
i've set my mind in losing weight.
you have no idea how tired i am now.
i almost fainted&vomit just now.
but then again,pain is good!
i went jogging in the stadium with janice&joel.
jog 3 rounds non-stop,1 one round then continue jogging for another 3!
man!it's such a big achievement for me lah!
they motivated me&stuff.
yep.janice can be my personal trainer already.
you should hear her and the way she taught us
warm ups&tips on losing calories,metabolism rate all coming out from her.
thank you so much janice&joel!
you guys are the greatest!
I LOVE YOU TWO!
then we played badminton in an open field.
followed by sitting on the rocks and chatting bout the upcoming celebration,
CHRISTMAS!
yes.&fyi,i haven found my outfit &the prezzies yet.
):
my evening was followed by soccer.
only 6 people today,but still veryvery fun.
me,eugene,emmanuel,sean,jaredlopez&bradley.
then michelle&avlyn joined in later.
its the most fun session i had since ...
they made me laugh until i cannot play.
thats bad.
now,i'm sooo tired!
veryvery super shacked to the ger-de-ga!

there's still children's camp tmr at 7.30am!
so,seeya! hola to all!

barbeque just isnt perfect yall.
it was raining.):
STUPID RAIN!
food was good.
ritual was blardy hilarious,everyone joined in.
:D
the games were too violent&ahh.
i dun know.
the first game almost broke me into half.
the second game made joshie&samamtha fall real bad.
oh,whatever.blame the rain for making the ground wet&slippery.

sandra,charmaine&i facilitated children's camp today.
whee.yellow grp!
the children are adorable lahhhhhhh!
haha.& i cant believe believe i took a longlong afternoon nap.
hey,i was tired alright.

thee's ncc camp briefing tmr in school.
will be missing children's camp.















i miss them.















beautiful.


;daze gone by. parables helping me lose weight all.
like thats soo sweet.
i love you guys!

there's barbeque tmr.
great,so much for trying to lose weight.
haha!

kayaking&sun tanning with amira on either 21/22 dec.
cant wait!!

parables during confirmation night.


















































/Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes
it's you I see
You're everything I know that makes me believe
I'm not alone I'm not alone
I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that you might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

<3 {it seems like you people are strangers.
i dun know why,but i dun know how to relate to you guys anymore.
all the more,fitting in.
seeing the reserved&blardy quiet side of me.
i just feel weird&not wanted anymore.
i guess,sooner or later.
i'll unknowingly stray away from the community.
& i'm very afraid.
its all just a fake smile.
i'm sorry.
i dun know whats happening with myself.}

youth seminar starts today to wednesday
and ends with a barbeque.
poa tuition tmr.
goodbye now. weehaw!
i changed my skin!
took me all morning to edit the damn thing.
it sure looks pretty now!

happy confirmation to all confirmers!
busy sunday.

bye.(: singapore's quite boring.
haha.compared to japan.
i hanged out with faith,ben,ken,gabriel.&michael.
causewaypoint-ed for lunch.
then my house to rot.
played uno with my fairy thing.haha
wanted to rent dvds to watch but the machine's screwed up!

then was soccer.
same old friday night.
i like it.(:

haris,i hope you feel better&move on.
i'm always here you hear me.
(:
iman,rest in peace,
he's adorable.
sigh.

"the future's not clear to anyone."
i just realize that.
i may be gone tmr or tmr or the next minute.
i feel so scared&insecure about mine.
maybe we all should live the best out of it now,
before its too late.
i'm sorry,its so random.

tmr's another st anthony's soccer match,
i may go&cheer them.
marcus may be going there straight.
shit.i kinda miss him a little.
a teenyweeny bit only you hear.

bye.
i'm glad you tagged.(: most of parables are in youth camp now.
ohwells.):
they went settlers!
i'm dying to go there.
can we all go again when you guys come back!
pretty puhlease?
miss you all!

marcus went to youth camp too.
dad's overseas.
mum's a drag.
grandma coming over tmr!!(:

i need to exercise.
grown much fatter.
the food in japan is delicious&their portion so blardy big.
haha.i thought food in japan was only shitake mushrooms&miso soup.
guess i'm sooooo wrong.

i need to cut my frindge.
i rotted at home today.
i need more sleep.
miyazaki's amazing.
my mum's irritating&suck big time!
she tagged along to japan.wthack right.
and now she doesnt let me go play soccer with gab.
fucking bitch!

stuffs i bought in japan.
_________________











































pretty eh!
:D

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i'm back.
& wished i could stay there longer,
maybe permanently too.
it was such an undescribable experience!
Amazing i tell you.more than amazing actually.
(:
______________________________
exchange programme 2006
29nov-6dec.

29nov-30nov.
gathered in the airport.
newsflash!i saw amanda leo!!
(:
norfi&amira&hairs&hisyam&linjie&shenghui&stevan
and many others send us off.
fyi,phs&sp is also with us in this programme.
(azreen's crazy about a guy in phs.)
sat with jasmine.watched tokyo drift halfway and doze off.
reached narita,took a coach to haneda.
then a plane from haneda to miyazaki.sat with lester.(:
then from miyazaki,took a bus to miyazaki city,where
our hotel was.
all this travelling wasted a day.
then there was a welcome dinner.
debrief.& chaos in level 6.
where most of the assumptionites room were.
ran around finding rooms.
my room was 606.bunked with alicia.
i think we're fated.really.
clusterwest6 camp,ltc also same group.
okok.we went to room where everyone was in.
played indian poke cards.the further the game went,the kinky-er it was.
it ended up with timmy running along the corrider with just his briefs.
omg right.
yep&i slept in azra rooms in the end,cause alica slept in christina's rm already.

1dec.
went to aya town early in the morning,where the 12 of us are
going to be homestay at.
annabelle,me,cheryl,azra,azreen,katherine,arlha,christina,jayne,
asri,asrul&khairul.
the tour guide is super nice&funny.she brought us to the
longest suspension bridge,horseback riding&orange picking.
this all tells you.full of fun.
































































oh did i tell you,its super cold over there in japan!
i almost died!seriously.
okok.
and then went to aya junior high school.
(had to change into their slippers)
the whole school welcomed us in the hall.
& then went to their classrooms.annabelle&i went to class 2-1.
they all laughed at us even before we walked in lah.
we stayed there just for a little while.
&then meet our homestay family.
mine&annabelle's was a 24 years old teacher.her name is kayo&
she's got 2 sisters,asami&eri.a mum&dad&grandparents.
they are all so exremely nice&helpful.
& i miss them alot right now.my family in japan.
okok.so after we met them,we followed them to their homes.




















































where we're gonna stay there for 3 nights.(:
then we went to a-coop.a supermarket belle&me would nvr forget.(:
to buy food for dinner. (the sky is already dark there at 5.30pm.)
dinner was nice,handmade sushis.gave them gifts.&
we talked&enjoyed ourselves. they're such a warm family.
(: & i like that.

2dec.
















































okasan(mother)&kayo brought us to the aya castle.
& in there,we made our own teacups in clay.(:
& then some rag-making thing.it was enjoyable.casue i never did it before.
bumped in to asri,asrul,jayne&christina. then to the aya winery.
where we had our lunch&walked&shopped around.
then to the cucumber farm,where we tried fresh cucumbers,
plucked from the plant.
acoop-ed again for tonight's steamboat.
i was sick that day,so i din eat that much.







































was first to bathe,&they let me try on their kimono.(:
played japanese games.&asami bought a cake to welcome us.
how sweet.
(its not just bout bringing us around,its more than that,
we bonded&had fun together as a family.
the feeling inside is just so undescribable,
you probably think it doesnt sound fun,but it does to me.)

3dec.











































































































today,okasan,kayo&asami brought us to a park.(i'm cutting it short)
went grass sliding with sleighs!
wanted to play puttputt but we had to rush for time.
slept during the journey to the burial mound.
went to the archaelogical museum.











































































































went to miyazaki city to shop.(the place was near our hotel),
otosan&eri joined us later.
we went to take neoprints because they thought singapore doesnt have,
had dinner at a restaurant.delicious.(:
sightseeing &then home.
it was our last night in homestay.
they gave us alot of gifts for me&my family.
they gave me a winter wear,because they knew ebino highlands is cold
they insisted because they were worried
i cried&belle&i wrote a thankyou letter to them before we slept.

4dec.
































































went to their school for lessons early in the morning because
kayo has to teach&okasan has to cook for the school's lunch.
met everybody else.went back to the same classrooms.has japanese lessons,
then science,then art&music.






















had lunch with homeroom 2-1.
bid farewell,left aya&back to the hotel.
i fucking hate goodbyes.
i swear i'm going to go back to aya asap,maybe after my o's next year.
but i was happy cause my host family,all of them,
they're coming for the farewell party that night!
reached school,shopped near the hotel while
waiting for the shiiba students to come back.
farwell party was nice,
was pissed that i din get to perform,after all the practices i went.
fuckit.screwYOU.
mingled with my host family.
and then it was goodbye time.
i cried,&it was really sad.
i miss the yamashita family,i missed the things we did together.
i love the way they treated us,i'm touched that
they tried very hard to communicate with us.
i'm ___________.
told you i cant express how i feel.
we took pictures&its gonna stay with me forever.
i love my host family very much.really i do.































5dec.
went to ebino highlands&takachiho farm with aes&phs&sp.
went to eat lamb for lunch,i was complaining all the way
because i wanted time to shop.i badly wanted the shoes.
in the end,we did.was given 2 hrs.(:
farewell dinner,packing was done.went to lester's room&slept there in the end.
we wanted to stay awake for the whole night but i guess i was too tired.

6dec.
homesweet home.
sat with lester again on the plane,
lester again from narita-singapore.
but changed to gary in the end.(:
watched the devil wears prada.
&monsterhouse but zzzzz halfway.
cant believe i'm home.
i wished i lived in japan.
i wished homestay never ends.
gosh,guess i'm back to reality.
the whole trip,i was having flu&coughs i never had in singapore.
my blardy lips are dry.&my voice is changing.i dun care actually,
all the experience are worth it. even if i missed youth camp&camp pin.
i'm glad i went to japan,i'm glad i met the yamashita family.
i'm glad we had fun together.i'm glad annabelle's my homestay buddy.
thank ah!(:

special thankyou annabelle,azra,azreen,ras,candice,leslie,timmy,alicia,
jasmine,gerri,christina,jayne,gary,rethinam.(:

its even better if you hear it all from my mouth.
(:
i'm officially japan-sick.
i miss my family there.
blogger sucks.